As I lay awake, I breath a heavy sigh.
Thinking about you and how we used to be.
I miss it, I miss you.
Having you in my life has been a beautiful blessing and a horrible curse.
I wonder if you even see the pain and suffering you put me through.
Another empty day, I just go through the motions.
Waiting for the day you see me again, praying it will be soon.
The life I had with you, I miss it, I miss you.
Tuesday, October 15, 2013
Saturday, October 12, 2013
Anger
Being so mad at the one person you love the absolute most can drive you to the very edge of madness you try to avoid all your life.
It kills you to be so angry.
All you want is get over it, but there is just a little piece of you that will always hold the grudge.
The anger turns into bitterness, which will ultimately leave you forever alone.
To be so angry, it can scare you sometimes.
All you want is for all of it to be over, for it all to just go back to how it was.
To be normal, to be sane, to be happy.
It kills you to be so angry.
All you want is get over it, but there is just a little piece of you that will always hold the grudge.
The anger turns into bitterness, which will ultimately leave you forever alone.
To be so angry, it can scare you sometimes.
All you want is for all of it to be over, for it all to just go back to how it was.
To be normal, to be sane, to be happy.
Friday, October 11, 2013
Hope
Hopes, why do we have them?
All they do is cause pain and suffering.
Especially when they've gotten to high.
It just hurts more than words can say.
Cause so much anger and sadness.
Why do we still create them and let them rise?
Now tears flow endlessly down my face.
Oh, what a rainy night to spend alone in the quiet darkness.
A Broken Girl's Lament
Why are you always on my mind?
On the tip of my tongue?
I can't forget you, all I do is remember every heart stopping - painful moment.
For someone who was never in a relationship, my heart breaks more and more each moment.
Not sure if this is love or not, I just know it hurts like hell, and you're the only one responsible for this pain.
Maybe I shouldn't have told you about the knife, because now all you do is turn it over and over cutting me deeper and deeper.
Who knew a heart could endure this much pain and still beat - I sure as hell didn't expect it, especially for it to be my heart of all things.
Why do you kill me so much?
Why do you cause me so much pain?
Why do I still love you?
My heart is so broken by your hand, I don't know if I'll ever be okay and you're to blame.
Thank you for breaking me beyond the point of repair.
I'm a million pieces and who ever finds me will just keep on walking, not wanting to deal with the poor broken girl; YOUR poor broken girl.
On the tip of my tongue?
I can't forget you, all I do is remember every heart stopping - painful moment.
For someone who was never in a relationship, my heart breaks more and more each moment.
Not sure if this is love or not, I just know it hurts like hell, and you're the only one responsible for this pain.
Maybe I shouldn't have told you about the knife, because now all you do is turn it over and over cutting me deeper and deeper.
Who knew a heart could endure this much pain and still beat - I sure as hell didn't expect it, especially for it to be my heart of all things.
Why do you kill me so much?
Why do you cause me so much pain?
Why do I still love you?
My heart is so broken by your hand, I don't know if I'll ever be okay and you're to blame.
Thank you for breaking me beyond the point of repair.
I'm a million pieces and who ever finds me will just keep on walking, not wanting to deal with the poor broken girl; YOUR poor broken girl.
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